Romans 1:1-7

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy Scriptures, concerning his Son, who was descended from David according to the flesh and was declared to be the Son of God in power according to the Spirit of holiness by his resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our Lord, through whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith for the sake of his name amon all the nations, including you who are called to belong to Jesus Christ.

To all those in Rome who are loved by God and are called to be saints.

Grace to you and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

-ESV

St. Patrick's Lorica

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through a belief in the Threeness,
Through a confession of the Oneness
Of the Creator of Creation.

I arise today
Through the strength of Christ's birth and His baptism,
Through the strength of His crucifixion and His burial,
Through the strength of His resurrection and His ascension,
Through the strength of His descent for the judgment of doom.

I arise today
Through the strength of the love of cherubim,
In obedience of angels,
In service of archangels,
In hope of resurrection to meet with reward,
In the prayers of the patriarchs,
In preachings of the apostles,
In faiths of confessors,
In innocence of virgins,
In deeds of righteous men.

I arise today
Through the strength of Heaven,
The rays of the sun,
The radiance of the moon,
The splendor of fire,
The speed of lightening,
The swiftness of the wind,
The depth of the sea,
The stability of the earth,
The firmness of rock.

I arise today
Through the power of God:
God's might to comfort me,
God's wisdom to guide me,
God's eye to look before me,
God's ear to hear me,
God's word to speak for me,
God's hand to lead me,
God's way to lie before me,
God's shield to protect me,
God's Heavenly Host to save me,
From the snares of the devil,
From temptations to sin,
From all who wish me ill,
From near and afar,
Alone and with others.

May Christ shield me today
Against poison and fire,
Against drowning and wounding,
So that I may fulfill my mission
and bear fruit in abundance.

Christ behind and before me,
Christ behind and above me,
Christ with me and in me,
Christ around and about me,
Christ on my right and on my left,
Christ when I lay down at night,
Christ when I rise in the morning,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone that speaks of me,
Christ in every eye that sees me,
Christ in every ear that hears me.

The Best Day - Taylor Swift

I'm five years old
It's getting cold
I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh
And look up smiling at you
I run and run

Past the pumpkin patch
And the tractor rides
Look now -- the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day
With you today

I'm thirteen now
And don't know how my friends
Could be so mean

I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys

And we drive and drive
Until we've found a town
Far enough away

And we talk and window-shop
Until I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to
Now at school
I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel ok
But I know I had the best day
With you today

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out
He's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video
I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you're talking to me

It's the age of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart
And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day
With you today

Training - Day 2

Walking back to my building this afternoon in the pouring rain, I thought, Gosh, training tonight is really going to suck. Not only are we mixing in jogging, we have to do it in the rain.

I get together with my sister after work, and she's telling me about all the things that went wrong today. My goodness, getting to train is going to be difficult today.

We get down to the waterfront and what do we find? A little present from Abba:



Shortly after I took that picture and a little further down the path, I hear PFFF! I looked out into the little harbor we were passing and there was a seal! It was too far away for me to see exactly what kind it was, but it was most definitely a seal.


(Sorry for the seal dot, but my camera can only zoom in so far.)

Not only did Abba send us a rainbow and a seal, but when we were almost back to the car, there was a heron fishing off the rocks who decided we weren't enough of a threat to leave his spot.


God loves and richly blesses his children. Not because of anything we have done, but because it's his nature.

Thank you, Abba!

Reflections on Luke - Part 3

Nevertheless, do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.
Luke 10:20

Once again, the disciples display the all-too-human trait of focusing on the wrong thing. I find it comforting that even though they walked with Jesus in the flesh during his time here, they still missed the point sometimes (okay, most of the time). I've been a Christian my whole life and there are many, many times when I get spun off and excited about the wrong things. But Jesus is so patient and so faithful to gently remind me of the important things.

Reflections on Luke - Part 2

When the days drew near for him to be taken up, he set his face to go to Jerusalem. And he sent messengers ahead of him, who went and entered a village of the Samaritans, to make preparations for him. But the people did not receive him, because his face was set toward Jerusalem. And when his disciples James and John saw it, they said, “Lord, do you want us to tell fire to come down from heaven and consume them?” But he turned and rebuked them. And they went on to another village.
Luke 9:51-55

Leave it to the Sons of Thunder to highlight our judgmental tendencies. Oh, that I would learn to love more than I judge.

Reflections on Luke - Part 1

Our church is doing an epic sermon series on the book of Luke. We will be spending about 3 years going through Luke bit by bit. During the first sermon, Pastor Mark challenged us by saying that the average person can read through the book of Luke in 2 hours, which means that if you read for 15 minutes every day, you can read Luke once a week. He challenged us to read through Luke every week throughout the duration of the sermon series.

I sat down and figured out that I need to read 4 chapters a day to get through it every week. Normally, I don't like having to read that much Scripture in one sitting. I feel like I don't have time to process all the stuff that is in there. This is going to be an exercise in discipline for me, because I'm always wanting to stop in the middle and think about what I just read. But, if I'm going to be back at the same passage next week, and the week after, and the week after, I can continue to think about it for months.

And when they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed him.
Luke 5:11 (esv)

I was really struck by this verse even though it seems a little obvious. The disciples took care of the business they had on hand before they left everything to follow Jesus. It seems so logical, but how many times do we jump out of the boat to follow Jesus? Sometimes God calls us to something, but also asks us to continue along the job that we have until the appointed time to move on to the next thing.

It's Not For Them

Yesterday, October 1st marks the first day of our fiscal year and we spent it in prayer at a local church. We are so remarkably blessed to have wonderful artist partners who count it a privilege to come minister with worship.

I attended the break out session with two of the worship leaders, Anthony Evans & Michael Boggs. They opened the session up for Q&A at the beginning. As is often the case in sessions about leading worship, the question came up about how to get your congregation to cross the line from just singing into worship.

I thought their answers were very insightful.

Anthony mentioned meeting the people where they are at, if they like hymns, sing hymns. But above all, you should be authentic & you should be worshiping. He mentioned a few times they've gone into churches to lead worship where it was like "singing to a picture".

Michael echoed the idea of being authentic and that you should be worshiping. He also reminded us that ultimately, it's not about the outward expression, it's about the heart.

Even though I have never led worship from the stage, it is something that has been on my heart and mind often.

I find that this concern comes up often amongst worship leaders, especially here in the PNW. Even concerts here are rather subdued. About the only time a crowd gets really riled up, it seems, is for a 'Hawks game (and I would be interested to know what role alcohol has to play in that dynamic).

To me, it seems that there are a few points to consider when observing congregational worship.

1. What is the Pastor doing?
I had a friend recently share with me about her pastor sharing with the congregation what he had just experienced at church in Africa. He challenged the congregation to worship like that and then went and sat back down without ever demonstrating that kind of worship. At a church I attended recently, the pastor would often duck out of the worship service early to meet with people at the back of the church. It was a good way for him to meet with and pray for people, but I noticed that much of the congregation would filter out shortly after he left. Sometimes, there would be barely half as many folks in the sanctuary at the end of service as there had been at the beginning.

2. How is your service organized?
Many churches have to run on a tight schedule for myriad reasons. Our church right now is meeting in a school building. After service is over, we have to tear down immediately after the last song of the set. I have visited several churches of the liturgical leaning and found that the stand-up-sing-one-song-sit-down flow of service can be rather distracting for the uninitiated. Few churches have the luxury of allowing the Spirit to flow from song to song.

3. Where are you at with Jesus, personally and as a team?
This is the "be authentic" point. If you're not plugged into Jesus, it doesn't matter if you have the most emotionally connecting songs in the world, the congregation isn't going to feel it.

4. Who is your congregation?
If your church is composed up of blue-collar working men, you're not going to get a lot of reaction from them. But that doesn't mean they aren't responding. Those of us who are more expressive in our worship (there's a reason I sit in the back), can tend to be quick to judge if we don't see the same kinds of responses that are invoked in us. You can ask anyone who has sat next to me during a rockin' worship service, I cannot sit still to save my life. But I have learned not to expect that response from my husband, because he does not respond that way. He may sit down, or stand quietly, or even journal. Jesus does not override someone's personality when he works on them. He gave them that personality in the first place, and their response will be in keeping with who they are. If they are an artist, they may feel led to paint a picture when they get home, but you may never know that. Worship God as he has gifted & led you to worship, and trust that he will take care of the rest.

Which brings me to:
5. Who is your worship for?
You cannot force your congregation to enter the throne room. But you can enter yourself. As Michael & Anthony were talking about being authentic & getting to know Jesus for who he is, I was reminded of another conference session my mom gave me the tape for. Tommy Tenney was sharing about Esther and her preparation for meeting the king.

Here is the verse from Esther:

Now when the turn came for each young woman to go into King Ahaserus, after being twelve months under the regulations for the women, since this was the regular period of their beautifying, six months with the oil of myrrh and six months with spices and ointments for women.

Now, after 12 months of constant bathing in myrrh and other spices, Esther would have had a cloud of perfume around her. Every one who came in contact with her would have been completely blown away. But Tommy points out that this scent is not for them. It is for the king. Esther's time of preparation to meet the king enriched the lives of those around her, but it was not for them. It was for the king.